Im scared

As im typing this words now; feeling down and sick.

The virus monsters have attacked my fort and it looks like my
stronghold is falling into their hands soon. Nevertheless, i shall be strong,
or rather, try to be strong.

It might just be a facade after all. In fact, i feel useless; Beyond power, aye...
its a retribution i say. i dilapidated my very own temple of god through neglect; the wiles of the world. The modern world. I might be very much crapping now.
I shall end thus.